Introduction.

... recently i've created a black & blue mtgo deck named 'Vampyre Erotica'.

... i don't need to be best player, but i wish to be able to not give up too easily on this front, after i won 3rd place in the First Official Tournament of MtG in Poland - keeping myself somehwat in shape still.

... as a note, 2nd place in the First Official MtG Tournament in Poland took Konrad Zalewski, my classmate from our High School (named after Leopold Staff, located at Wiśniowa street), and 1st place took Grzegorz Świetlik - a man who played this game abroad before it came to Poland, who had money to buy expensive cards & more practice with better players.

... both deserved their ranking places, i think.

In this Tournament i played a Deck of White-Blue Weenie with Counterspells, Crusades & Token Creation, Konrad used Black & Blue creature/counterspell/control Deck similar to Vampyre Erotica Deck.

Vampyre Erotica Deck uses a lot of Konrad's ideas, as well as some of Grzegorz & other, more modern cards & ideas - it's far from exact copy of other people's decks.

White & Blue are Buddhist (Light & Mind) & Papal (Purity & Heaven) colours, in my opinion.

i participated in crusades that way, by playing in tournament with white & blue with creatures & crusade spells.

i behaved as catholic even if i didn't go to church often.

But now i consider church too proud, too hypocritical - even if there are exceptions.

i considers crusades ethical mistake, i prefer Buddhism, Witchery & Magick now.

i don't wish to play crusades deck again - it's hypocrisy & lack of ethics to do so, even more to claim it good. when i play evil, i try to do it honestly, openly - even that there are tricks & treachery.

... so why i play evil if i wish to be ethical? ... it's to understand evil & suffering, then to elevate myself & others above.

But i repay karmic debts (favours for favours & other) to anyone i owe as soon as i can - including church.

Any debt is slavery, not only bank debts.

So i fight for freedom by being compassionate & kind for those who deserve.